My brother and the last of the bunch, Mohammed, has been away from us for a month. It has been a month, my love, you have been away from us, far from us. I miss you, my soul, I swear, I swear, I swear, I miss you sooooo much. It has been a month since your martyrdom, my heart. We still can't believe you are gone and never coming back. I am always standing outside the door hoping you will come from outside and return the greetings and tell me I am tired and I want to rest a little. Longing is soooo difficult, and loss is a blazing fire that does not go out. How can I forget you? I will remain in pain for your departure all my life. The anguish in my heart refuses to go away. Every day you would wake up and wake us all up for the dawn prayer. You were one of the people of the Quran who memorized it, and one of the people of the mosques. You were brilliant at your studies. Throughout the war, while you were studying, you wanted to take the Tawjihi exam and get higher scores than me. You asked for martyrdom a lot and you got it, my life. You wanted to go to your friends and sheikhs, and that is how you left, leaving us in pain over your loss. Oh God, how difficult this longing is. You didn't like to take pictures, my dear. I wish I took a picture of you every day. We only have a few pictures of you. How difficult they are, oh God. Your scent and laughter were so sweet. Our only consolation is that you left us as a martyr, God willing. Oh God, reward us for our affliction and replace it with something better. O Allah, forgive him, have mercy on him, and accept him among the martyrs. O Allah, replace his home with a better home, and his family with a better family. O Allah, make his grave a garden from the gardens of Paradise, and wash him with water, snow, and hail, and purify him from sins and faults as a white garment is purified from filth. O Allah, if he was a doer of good, then increase his good deeds, and if he was a doer of evil, then overlook him, O Allah. O Allah, protect him from the torment of the Fire and the torment of the grave. O Allah, feed him from the fruits of Paradise and give him to drink from the rivers of Paradise. O Allah, You are the Pardoner and You love forgiveness, so pardon him, O Generous One, and accept him among the martyrs, O Allah.
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Mohammed Abu Jiab

أخوي وآخر العنقود محمد صرله شهر مش موجود معنا، صرلك شهر يا حبيبي غايب عنا، بعيد عنا، اشتقتلك يا روحي والله والله والله اشتقتلك كتييييييييييير، مضى على استشهادك شهر يا قلبي، لهلقيت ما صدقنا إنك روحت بلا عودة، دايماً بكون صافن قدام الباب على أمل تيجي من برا وترد السلام وتقولي تعبت بدي أرتاح شوي، الاشتياق صعبببب، والفقد نار شاعلة مت بتنطفي، كيف بدك أنساك، هضل طول عمري موجوع برحيلك، غصة قلبي مش راضية تزول.
كل يوم كنت تصحى وتصحينا كلنا على صلاة الفجر، كنت من أهل القرآن وحفظته، ومن أهل المساجد، شاطر بدراستك، طول الحرب وأنت بتدرس بدك تقدم توجيهي وتجيب أعلى مني، طلبت الشهادة كتير ونلتها يا عمري، بدك تروح عند صحابك وشيوخك وهيك روحت، وسبتنا موجوعين على فقدك.
الشووووووق يا الله ما أصعبه هالشووووووق.
مكنتش بتحب تتصور يا روحي يا ريتني صورتك كل يوم، ما في عنا غير كم صورة الك بس، ما أصعبببببها يا الله.
ريحتك وضحكتك كانوا ما أحلاهم.
عزاؤنا الوحيد أنك رحلتَ شهيداً بإذن الله.
اللهم أجرنا في مصيبتنا واخلفنا خيراً منها.
اللهم اغفر له وارحمه وتقبله من الشهداء، اللهم أبدله داراً خيراً من داره، وأهلاً خيراً من أهله، اللهم اجعل قبره روضةً من رياض الجنة، واغسله بالماء والثلج والبرد، ونقهِ من الذنوب والخطايا كما ينقى الثوبُ الأبيضُ من الدنس، اللهم إن كان محسناً فزد بإحسانه وإن كان مسيئاً فتجاوز عنه يا الله، اللهم قهِ عذاب النار وعذاب القبر، اللهم أطعمهُ من ثمار الجنة وأسقهِ من أنهار الجنة، اللهم إنك عفوٌ تحبُ العفوَ فاعفُ عنه يا كريم، وتقبله من الشهداء يا الله.
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محمد ابوجياب