In such a situation, a deal is supposed to be done, God willing, but the feeling of pain, sorrow and loss dominates my heart. I wished to return to meet my family and hug them and for them to be all well, but God’s will was decreed. He chose them, my beloved ones, Hass Al-Dar, Medo and Abdel-Jalil. I cannot imagine how life would be without them. Everyone loved them for their good hearts, their love for people and their help to everyone. By God, it is something that is difficult to bear, as if it is a dream. I cannot comprehend that I will return and they will be absent from our gatherings. They will not celebrate their grandchildren and play with them and honor us and bring us what we want, my beloved ones. May God have mercy on you and grant you Paradise and give us patience in your absence and unite us with you in His Paradise, O Lord.

المفروض بهيك وضع انه في صفقة ان شاء الله بتم عخير الا ان شعور الوجع والالم و الفقدان يسيطر على قلبي كنت اتمنى ارجع اجتمع باهلي واحضنهم ويكونوا كلهم بخير ولكن قدر الله ربنا اصطفاهم حبايبي حس الدار ميدو وعبد الجليل مش متخيلة كيف هتكون الحياة بدونهم الكل كان يحبهم من طيبة قلبهم وحبهم للناس ومساعدتهم للكل والله اشي يصعب تحمله كأنه حلم مش مستوعبة انو هرجع ويكونوا غايبين من تجمعاتنا مش هيحتفلوا باحفادهم ويلعبوهم ويكرمونا ويجيبولنا اللي بدنا اياه حبايبي ربنا يرحمكم ويسكنكم الفردوس ويصبرنا عغيابكم ويجمعنا فيكم بجنانه يا رب